10/30/2026
What if God was far more interested in you receiving His love than in any way you could be "used" by Him? (Read that again, can you even hear it?)
God isn't interested in "using" you for His work; He doesn't need from you in order to move through this world or through history.
We are graciously able to participate, by His name and the Holy Spirit's power... and it ONLY, ALWAYS overflows from being loved by Him FIRST. ❤️🔥
My over-achieving, my fear of people, and my betrayal of myself often came from a well-meaning place: to honor God, obey His word and be a loving example.
But darn it, I always found myself a Martha instead of a Mary... distracted by all the ways I needed to be serving over sitting at Jesus' feet and soaking in His presence and His love. But then:
Widowhood snuffed most of my capacity.
Spiritual abuse forced me to look to Jesus instead of the people manipulating His words.
And almost passing by su***de myself required me to integrate my humanity with gentleness and care.
Sister, where have you been focused on the doing, serving, excelling or being "used" over simply being deeply loved right here? Soaking in the richness of One who cherishes and holds you.
Any positive way you show up in the world is going to come out of that, anyway!
"Martha, Martha," the Lord answered, “You are worried and upset about many things, but few things are needed—or indeed only one. Mary has chosen what is better, and it will not be taken away from her.” -Luke 10:41-42
Let's gain more of what we cannot lose. The one thing: Him.
With you,
Rachel✝️