29/12/2025
As I reflect on my journey this year, there many things that come to mind. Out of those things, there are a few of them that really stood out.
All the way up to now, I have not done a good job acknowledging how far I have come or even recognizing my own successes. As a result, I tended to struggle with maintaining good mental/emotional health along with maintaining my sobriety. For the last couple of years, it has been brought to my attention how important and powerful it can be to combine acknowledgement with celebratory actions. I do these things in order to turn down the volume with many struggles that I live with.
Now though, the proof of where I came from to where I am now is undeniable, and I am going to take a few minutes to list them out as a wise woman said to.
During 2025:
* Staying true to a promise made to myself - “if i live in a town that has a marathon, do it every year”
* Carved out a place in the ultramarathon community completing the Black Hills 100 and Bohemian Alps 50k
* Established my own LLC - TBI Endurance Coaching
* Completed this year of credentialing for endurance sport coaching
* Made a huge step forward in my I.T. career
* Bought my own home
Years ago my mentor said to create “A” year defining moment. Looking back at this list, it appears I have managed to create many moments that have defined the year. I know I have mentioned this guy quite a few times over the years. It just proves how much of an impact he has had on me when I was desperately searching for tools to reforge my path in this life.
Note to future me:
Dude, you have come a such long way. Take your time and bask in the success at this aid station. Rest for a while, you have absolutely earned it. If no one ever says this to you, I will…I am so fu***ng proud of you man…You’ll know when it’s time to continue forging ahead, after all you are…