16/08/2026
I don’t like being looked at.
I excel in quiet rooms doing work behind the scenes. Posting is the opposite of it.
The feeling isn’t nerves about the camera. It’s that now anyone can have an opinion about me, and there’s a part of my system that treats that like something’s about to go wrong.
That’s not a flaw. It’s a nervous system doing an old job.
I still feel it every time I hit record. I do it anyway.
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