24/09/2019
A thought on thinking.
A few words that teachers use all the time; thinking or focusing, “mindful” and “awareness”, oh and intention. These are words that I use a lot and that I often feel students are not really processing correctly. And that’s also ok, by the way, I only understood how to be mindful and aware in the last few years and the point of this article is draw our attention to the understanding and implementation of the idea behind these words.
There are two different ideas to communicate here; external and internal awareness. The external awareness encompasses an overall physical awareness, which is something simpler than what I wanted to write about, but it is still valid and necessary, so let’s cover that first.
So, you are practicing form. Let’s assume it’s a form you know well enough, so let’s say it’s the first form you have ever learnt, let’s assume that its practiced fairly frequently so its really in your memory and let’s assume you are a pretty senior student, lets say upwards of 8 years. These points will ensure we are dealing with someone who has practiced a certain set of movements for some time and remembers them well.
Most students will practice forms with very little body awareness, this will firstly be reflected in the ‘performance’ quality of the form. To be clear, I am not talking about one’s athletic ability, but rather the correctness of the moves. To tick this box of general body awareness, which I feel is crucial before you move onto ‘internal’ awareness, you need to know where each hand is located in space. I am talking about its placement, its orientation, it’s martial structure (hook hand, fist, palm, etc) and everything related to how it got there and where it is exactly. Then this awareness should be extended to the arms; how is the arm placed, is it angled up, down or level? How bent or straight are the wrists and elbows? This awareness then extends to the neck, the body, the legs and feet. You can appreciate that this awareness just won’t be in place when we are flying through the form at full pace. The speed of a form has its place, but speed is actually quite a basic skill. Looking slick and doing a hot performance of a form is not even close to the primary skill of martial arts at all. Granted the speed is useful, but the form and its technique and function are lost when it is performed with speed as the primary skill set.
As a primary requisite to really advance into our practice one needs to be able to take a form and go through it at a slower speed to really nail down all the physical attributes that should be there. Fix the structural things first, basics like the shape of your stances and how you move from one to the next – it’s a whole other realm to look into if you haven’t done so before. Then fix all the top body structural aspects, as mentioned above; arm and hand placements, body placement, etc. And we all have different body structures, the structures of a shorter person will be different to that of a tall person for example. Once those two are done then the focus can move to how the middle of the body connects the arms/hands and the lower body. This bring attention to the use of the ‘Kua’ (the creases of the pelvis meeting the thighs) and how they assist and control movement between the legs and the top body. Keep checking all the structural aspects, ensure the movement from the legs is being linked correctly into the body by using the kua and pelvis properly. And to connect properly to the arms, the lower abdominal area, the chest and the shoulders and finally the spine need attention.
The chest and shoulders need to be relaxed, and sunk – not pushed out, as is stereotypical of the western male. I feel the sinking of the chest (referred to as ‘hun’) has also been overdone by many students. My view on the description of this feeling is that the tension of the chest area, mainly obvious in the peck muscles and the shoulders, must be removed so that the meat of the chest can feel like its sitting back slightly and allowed to drop down slightly. I find that many ‘pull’ their chests in so much that they create more tension in that pulling back action then there may have been in the front of the chest in the first place. Also, that action will push the tension into the upper back, this is not the desired effect. Personally, the feeling is that the meat of the front of the torso is relaxed and loose, and when its in that state it naturally sits closer to the spine. The downward feeling is that of the inside of the body, the meat/flesh of the upper abdominal area, sinking down.
An important note is that the bodies structure shouldn’t be distorted by trying to create the feeling of ‘hun’, it should be more of a feeling than of an appearance. If its too visible then it’s being forced. Once the chest and shoulders are corrected, the focus should be about how the arms connect to the shoulders, primarily how much tension is being held there. Get rid of the tension – simple. Tension talks to how much muscle we are using (consciously and often unconsciously) and our Martial Arts system is not built on the idea of muscle use. If that was the case then we should stop doing all technical exercise and get to doing push ups and physical as our primary concern. This is not real martial arts.
So back to our structure; the spine and linked to this is the position of the head. Keep the chin in slightly, rise the top of the head slightly – this action mustn’t cause tension in the neck. The basic requirement is that the head is not just sitting ‘plonked’ on top of the neck, by creating a raised feeling at the head top one creates a sense of space in that connection of neck to head. It should feel like the head is carrying its own weight, not getting a lift all over the show by resting on the neck. This is a theme that is carried through to all joints of the body, the idea of creating space between joints.
So, the head is corrected and the spine is the final and most tricky part to really be aware of. It must be straight up, for most of the time we try to avoid leaning. The feeling of the spine is quite elusive. It’s not really a limb, we don’t really have a tangible feeling of it, we can’t really create an action with it or sense it - aside from standing up straight. It’s a long bony structure, covered in nerves, but we can’t really feel it – ironic! We can come back to this later, but as a primary skill we need to create a feeling of the centre of the body and learn to try and move from there whilst linking the rest of the body that we have correctly connected to.
All this physical ‘stuff’ is what I refer to as body structure. The focus of this whilst doing form work tends to be close to non-existent in most students due to the speed issue. As mentioned, the first problem is performing your forms over and over again trying to make the form into this fast performance. And please, I am not saying that speed is bad and isn’t required, but I am saying it’s a basic skill, get it done and then move on – too many people get stuck in this hamster wheel mentality of going through forms over and over again expecting their martial arts to get better for it – I did it for too many years! Another problem is that due to the lack of insight into the proper mechanics of the body, most people speed through the form using just muscle. This stems from students wanting to put intent into their moves, which is good, but they learn to do it incorrectly at beginner level. We want our punches to not be flimsy, to have ‘power’ and to feel effective. But most of us don’t do this by using body mechanics correctly, for the most part this gets done by finding as many muscle groups as possible to use (i.e. tense up) in that punch. Wrong. That’s again leading us down a road to no-technique martial arts.
The aim of this article was not to write this much – it’s just happens, as I spill thoughts out and one topic leads into the next. I didn’t want to go into how overuse of muscle is not as effective as correct structural body mechanics, and there is more about this topic that is quite interesting, but its leading me astray. To sum this, point up, it’s about balance; the body needs to be in a state of yin and yang. Too weak, flimsy, too Yin - won’t get you anywhere. Too strong, blocked up, tense, too Yang will lead to a similar result and it also means you are only better than your opponent if he/she is weaker than you. Yin against Yang won’t work, and Yang against Yang won’t work. They are both undesirable states to be in and lead to an ineffective martial arts system. Moving on…
To try sum up the idea of the basic level of external awareness that needs to be cultivated; students need to be more and more aware of all parts of the body. Be aware of when you are using just muscle. Learn to be aware of the spine’s rotation, the closing and opening of the kua and make your moves flowing and smooth where possible. Realise with the fact you can’t do this while speeding through forms. Take the form and work it in sections of moves at a speed that allows for a brain to body connection. Learn to BE AWARE of your body folks!
Right moving on.
Internal awareness – it’s a tricky thing. Can you focus your intent/awareness in your finger, say if you have your hand up in the typical tiger single finger bridge hand position? Try it before moving on.
The most common reaction is to ‘think’ about your finger. One may start this by often looking at it, or if the eyes are closed, imagining it. The problem with imagining it, in this example, is that in your mind you have taken a snapshot picture of the finger and are observing it. This in fact draws the mind out of the finger to a 3rd person observer position. So yes, you are focusing on it but the focus is an external focus or a view of it with no or very little connection to the finger. The same goes with focusing on it with eyes open. In this option most people get the eyes looking at the finger as though they were trying to will their intention into it. Again, the effect is very limited as most times the eyes are staring at the finger and remain in a ‘detached external’ state.
The internal aspect of martial arts is all about generating or creating feeling inside the body. Most people don’t even get to start down this path as the examples above become how they attempt it and these methods just don’t open any real doors for the student who attempts the internal path this way.
Here is another way to try this; as I said, you need to create a ‘feeling’ inside the finger. Hold it up in front of you, eyes open or closed is not an issue. Firstly, you need to relax, it’s just easier for feedback and makes it easier to feel. Relax from the shoulder to the finger, don’t let it go limp – remember it’s about the balance between yin and yang. Hold it up with enough structure to have it look firm and ‘be in place’. Then start to release the strength of the structure that you have formed. You don’t need as much strength there as you think, so release as much as you can whilst still maintaining the structure of the hand/finger.
This release of tension is a major component of Taiji, and it is just important in Kung Fu if you wish to go deeper into the technique. In Taiji we refer to it as ‘song’. It starts with releasing tension from the most outer component, the skin, relax the skin, use your breath to try assist you. Breathe out and feel the tension release from your skin surface, focusing on the skin you can see, from your arm to your finger. Now take another breath out, release the tension on the meat/muscles just underneath the skin, and so on. I don’t use breathing often, but it can be a good tool to help as you venture into this space. Now try feel inside your finger, really feel the flesh/meat of the finger. The thing is to really feel inside the finger. There is no easy instruction here, it’s a matter of how well you can concentrate you mind. It’s not easy if you haven’t done this type of focussing before. It takes perseverance and an attentive mind. There will be a definite feeling that you will eb able to create and feel that will may start in your finger but which you can then trace back into your body, so a path if you like. Ultimately it needs to be a path to and from the Dan Tien, hence the discussion.
This opens a new field of training, exercising the mind as how to focus or how to sense. In Taiji circles it is said the Yi (mind) must direct the Qi. A lot of people think the right way to feel the Qi is to imagine or think about the Qi. Personally, I don’t agree, and I did this for a good number of years with no result. How can you think focus on something that’s not tangible and something which you have not felt before, something you have no real concept of? To me it’s the wrong method (that’s my disclaimer right there by the way). With reference to the Taiji classics again, it is said that one shouldn’t focus on the Qi, rather focus on using the Yi, and the effect will be movement of the Qi. They say that the more one tries to focus on the Qi the more elusive and stuck it will become. I must say from my personal journey, it seems true. Focus on the body, focus on using your mind on focusing. The more you do that the more you feel.
So where is this going? It was the idea behind intention, awareness and focus that started me on this. This by itself will enhance your training a hundred-fold. It’ll allow you to develop a better understanding to technique, to training methods and to the internal side of things and to enhance and support the understanding of the mechanical structure that was mentioned. But it goes further to our goal of trying to establish a feeling of Dan Tien.
To quote Yoda, “Elusive the Dan Tien is” …. he didn’t say that, he should have though, with all the talk of the force!
Again, how to establish this feeling of something that’s not tangible and that you can’t feel. I applied this method above to establishing a feeling of DT, and it worked for me.
What I have realised from this process I undertook, which took years of focusing through slow movements and static meditation, is that the key to it all is the mind. How well can you focus and feel inside of your body? There are a few helpful exercises handed down through our system that tied in with the development of using the Yi, can help to establish this DT feeling. I want to share one here, but I must say that in my opinion it really only can work if you are ‘aware’, so time spent on other methods to develop the Yi should be practiced a lot before really expecting results in this exercise.
The exercise is to stand in front of a wall and place your hand on the wall. You can do this is a short horse, or mabu or whatever stance is comfortable. The idea is to place a gentle force through your hand into the wall and to try feel the reaction force of it coming back into you – as it obviously doesn’t go into the wall, it must clearly come back to you. One must not lean on the wall, it’s a gentle force/pressure that needs to be applied. Then the task is to be aware, lead that force back into your body and try feel it in the DT area. I can safely say at this point that my wife really thinks I’m nuts, can you imagine what she thinks when I’m there in the lounge pressing the wall – looking all focussed? Yup, it’s not for the faint hearted.
Imagine it like this, you press the wall and that force goes out to the wall, hits the wall and returns into your body. So, where does it go, it doesn’t just disappear. It comes back in and as you try lead it to the DT area it will become trapped in whichever muscles are most tense on its route into your body. Mostly you will feel it get stuck in your arm, if you are aware enough to release your own tension enough for it to get past the arm, it will most likely get stuck in the shoulder. Anyway, the point is that it’s a feedback exercise and for that to work you MUST be aware. And if you want to get it to the DT then be SUPER aware!
I am no ninja, I have managed to allow the skill of ‘song’ to assist my marital arts, so there is a tangible milestone there that I can attest to. With regards to the DT, I cannot use my DT for awe-inspiring techniques (working on it though!), but I have started to have a feeling of it, which is exciting. When I press the wall, I don’t feel a definite path from my hand to my DT, but it seems to connect the two. The path is not clear, just the feeling in the hand and DT, the connection of the two.
I’m in my journey, I’m not the Guru, and I just wanted to share information that may possibly ignite something in one of you to help you on your journey. Enjoy.