23/05/2017
Hi My Lovely World,
How are you on this gorgeous, sunny, brilliant day?! I hope you are well and thriving as always....
I awoke this morning and put on my Pandora station to give me a hit of the old favourites of my childhood in Singapore with my beloved sisters, brother, mom and dad.
Songs included: Karen Carpenter's rich, Alto voice singing "Yesterday once more", a song I sang so often with my sister Anna and family.... We even sang it for my aunty Rose's Christmas competition amongst family, if I am remember correctly.
Barry Manilow's soft crooning voice and song brought me back to my brother John. My sister Janet's sweet and melancholy voice singing David Soul's "Don't give up on us baby" and the way she would lean out of the car window to sing her own song while us 3 would harmonize and sing together....
These memories has me feeling happy, comforted and sad too at times. Sad that we must grow up and move away from home base to start our own life and way.
Now at 56 years old soon I grapple daily between living my life in a way which honours the values my parents brought us up with and our own gathered understanding and experience.
I think and work towards this: If I practice with all might and consciousness to be what I need to be true to and along the way, inspire, reconnect, correct, re-errect core values that make any sweet soul feel worth living and fighting for again, then I would have lived my life well and would-in effect-make my parents and my deepest Self-proud.
Today I shall be singing with my community choir and shall contribute my dramatic soprano voice to our dear group. If I have a chance at a fine high note which can set my spirit free and my group, then I shall be most happy. In unison, we accomplish and heal so much. Yeah!
Later today I shall be coaching a brand new young girl of 6 to sing.... I am so nervous and excited! Yeah! Kudos to Julieta, the mom, for hearing her daughter's wish to sing and spotting my poster on the wall on Boswell Dance Academy. Yeah!
Sometimes you just got to jump! Don't be asking too many why, why, why? It just is! Jump and leap is what you do for the biggest, brightest You! Hahaaaaaaaa.... Yes, I am in glee because I live for that.
Have a super, duper day on me world. I love you.
Your loving coach, Trish