07/24/2022
Well here i go again with a bit of a wordy message.
Some of you may have read my rant about the end of 2021 and how it had affected me as a martial arts instructor. What most won't/don't know is the impact that it actually had on me, and that is, that it got me to the point where it made me wonder and question myself as an instructor teacher and possible mentor. One of the things it made me do was feel as if i was an impostor to all of the things people said about me and what i meant to some. All of this made teaching hard for me for quite some time. I spoke to some people that i look up to both in the martial arts an not, to try to get a handle on my feelings.
On Friday (7/22/22) one of my students, who has the biggest heart of most people that i have met in my lifetime planned a surprise promotion party for me and managed to get a lot of people that have meant so much to me in my lifetime as friends and great people im general. My speech, (if you can call it that) was very short, i was told it was all of 14 seconds, it was that short because, first of all i am not much for public speaking and secondly, this was such an emotional moment for me. I do so appreciate what was done for me and the people that showed up made me feel legit. I had a student say some things about me at his last test that made me realize that I do have somewhat of an impact in what i do. All of this has made me realize that I do and have done this for a reason for all of these years and not as i said, "that as a karate instructor it is what i am supposed to do", it is much bigger than just that and it was shown to me by the number of people that showed up to congratulate me on my latest accomplishment.
So this is and has been something that i truly believe in and now feel that i will continue to do for as long as I am able. I am pretty sure that a lot of people will not understand the idea of the martial arts being a family but that is their loss.
Seth