12/30/2021
Anyone spend time in 2021 chasing waterfalls? Literally or figuratively? Anyone? 🙋♂️
Reflecting on the last year, I’m seeing how much time and energy I spent chasing, following, pursuing people, places, jobs, things. In real life, in my head, and right here on this very platform. Maybe it was a reaction to making the most of my life and time after 2020, that great pause in so many of our lives. Maybe it was something else. 🤷♂️
But what I’m seeing now is how that continual pursuit is really rooted in a mindset if scarcity. It’s, in a sense, trying to force something - into being, into an understanding that conforms with my minute worldview, into a connection that isn’t really real, or isn’t worth being real. It’s centering myself in a story in which I’m really just a small player, if one at all. What I’m also realizing with some reflecting is that I already have an abundance of connection and good people who support me and have over many years, many ups and downs….and I got to spend so much of my life this year with them. 👨👩👧👦
So while I’m not a huge fan of New Years resolutions, I do like setting an intention. A resolution or a goal is a hope. An intention is a standard. ✍️
For 2022 I’m wanting to hold myself to a standard not of splaying my energy and attention so widely, and instead directing it toward real connection, toward knowing, finding and following my purpose, and living in integrity. That means listening to the voice inside even as life happens around me. And it means being with and supporting those who support me, whether they are my family, chosen family, longtime friends or new connections.
🏞Less chasing waterfalls, more presence with what and who I have… watching it, appreciating it, without it needing to be more or different… less forcing and more flowing with what is.
💙 What intentions are you setting for 2022?