06/24/2026
Want to hear a story?
I was in a meeting with people I love, adore, and admire. Then one of them cut me off. Not out of negative intent, but because they were witnessing something as I was talking to the other person. I wasn't feeling very well, and I took being interrupted as "I wasn't doing a good job" or "I missed something I shouldn't have."
After the meeting, I was going about doing some work, and I noticed I still felt off and noticed those same thoughts pulling me down a trail I had been down before. And I didn't want to go.
But I used that awareness as a tool, not a weapon. I acknowledged what was happening and refocused on what I wanted: for myself, for that interaction, for my relationships with those people, and the rest of the day.
At that point, everything shifted for me.
Just because there are things you want to fix or be different (even consistently), doesn't mean there is a fundamental problem with you.
I think so many of us deep-feeling/thinking people have gotten so good at excavating; our brain just naturally goes there now. Self-awareness is great until... 🫤
But that constant excavating is what keeps you from doing the things you want to do or showing up how you want to show up.
Constant excavating has left you feeling broken and tired.
AND...
..I bet, deep down, you can also feel a spring just waiting to turn into a geyser.
Where you put your awareness determines which energy is driving your actions. Do you want it to be the constant excavation that just keeps you spinning? Or do you want to lean into what you want and start going after it, with intention, without the need to be healed or do it perfectly?
Knowing this is one thing. Catching yourself in the moment and choosing differently is another.
{Photos: Blake took my photo in the N. California Redwood forest, and I took the sunbeams through the trees on a hike on the S. Oregon coast, 2024]