05/08/2026
I am going through it ya’ll. And while looking for silver linings, Nami Ryu has shown up so strongly for me.
I have been experiencing the problems that come along with the quick deterioration of a birth defect that has caused me to get a full hip replacement at 45 years old. Once we realized that there so we few ways I could actually cause more damahe to my hip leading up to the surgery, I commited to participating how I could at the dojo. I continued teaching the Youth Class and when Carlson Sensei was unable, I taught our adult class too.
I feel like I leveled up. We should work to think of our bokken as live edged weapons, which helps us appreciate our first principle, “Never contest with vectors of force.” But it is very hard to trick your brain into doing that. Well, if I broke the first principle, it would bring the force pf that collision directly into my hip, which was agony. So my brain wuickly adapted to staying where I was on the line, but not letting them connect with me. I was able to spend some time deepening my training with the people I care about, and get better. Even with my hip essentially falling apart. But that was literally 1 of the many, many ways that I have been benefited by this training through this process.
When preparing for surgery, it is ideal if you can have good muscle definition in your thighs and hips. Goodness has this art prepared me there.
The excercises that I am supposed to do are things like getting up from a seated position while one-weighting on my right leg. This is what training has taught me to do anyway. Actually, Havasupai Canyon teaches us to balance our weight over our feat so we are not off balance as we move, it was a natural progress to recognize that if the left isn’t safe, have the right balance it out. But as I am getting through this post surgery phase, I realized that this process would be really terrible if these skills and strengths that are defaults for me from my years of training were not ingrained.
I am currently feelings so incredibly grateful for the time I have put in here, and I see paths to growth, and excitement for how it has already helped me in so many ways that are not about an attack.
Nami Ryu is a life skill.