07/24/2017
I don't know how or when I lost my drive? But sadly I did. Looking back I can pin point my downfall but didn't see it until it was too late.
Last year I had hours cut at work that led to me parting ways with my trainer, ( lost my accountability) then my workout partners changed to workout different hours ( lost my motivation) ultimately leading to me gaining 20 lbs over the last year.
With no accountability to my weight gain( no one to push me or question why I am gaining weight) I made bad food choices. With no one to motivate me to go to the gym I stopped going. It's just 20 lbs, it's just 10 weeks to get it off, but I can I do it.... no😖
Am I blaming anyone no! It's all my fault and my choices I know, but it's so easy to fall off the wagon and lead back to my addictions ( I am addicted to food). I understand the struggles of a drug addict or an alcoholic. It's not easy when there is no one to know what you are doing or what you are doing to yourself.
I have accepted that only I can change this, but I need accountability, I need motivation. So I am turning to social media to help, I am making my problem public so I can no longer hide.
I am hoping through my journey I can help someone else when they need it. Whether they choice to share or not if I can help just 1 person my job is done. So from here on out I will post what I am doing, how often I am in the gym and how long. I will post my food intake so I can not hide or binge eat. I am using you ( social media )to help me with my problems.
My point to others out there struggling like I am right now, find the support of someone to keep you on track, if you can't find that then by all means reach out to me and we can help each other.
I got this!!!
Starting weight:162 lbs