04/16/2025
It can be different.
Iâve been trying to put in exact words where my head has been over the past couple of weeks and on Sunday I attended a breathwork class with some amazing women.
Over the course of the past 5 years Iâve really branched out, explored and sought out ways to heal. If youâve been around awhile you know that first step started with asking for help and taking sobriety seriously. It has continued with spiritual work, mindset work and of course physical work.
This post is really about what my experience has been so far, what my struggles show up as and how Iâve shifted my life to one that is DIFFERENT than I could have pictured. One that is turning out to be BETTER than what my then small, closed mind could have imagined.
The truth is I was buried under years of believing I wasnât good enough. Years of fighting to be accepted, mostly by people that didnât deserve the attention. Countless times of swallowing my own words and thoughts out of fear of rejection. Most importantly I was consumed with trying to be everything to everyone, wearing many masks and really not being SEEN.
Thatâs what came up during this breathwork class.
For years I pushed down Nicole. The past 5 years I have been removing masks, peeling back layers, seeking for health in all aspects of life and REBUILDING.
Iâve gone from feeling like nothing worked for me.
Like the life I wanted was impossible.
That other people are just luckyâŚ
To HAPPY, STRONG,USEFUL & WHOLE.
That spark, the real me has always been there. She just needed to rebuild the foundation. To be OPEN to branching out, asking for help and seeking a DIFFERENT way of living.
Whether youâre on my page to support me as a friend, youâre here for inspiration, you too are on your own recovery journey or if you WANT THE REVENGE body. Iâm happy youâre here.