04/16/2025
It can be different.
Iāve been trying to put in exact words where my head has been over the past couple of weeks and on Sunday I attended a breathwork class with some amazing women.
Over the course of the past 5 years Iāve really branched out, explored and sought out ways to heal. If youāve been around awhile you know that first step started with asking for help and taking sobriety seriously. It has continued with spiritual work, mindset work and of course physical work.
This post is really about what my experience has been so far, what my struggles show up as and how Iāve shifted my life to one that is DIFFERENT than I could have pictured. One that is turning out to be BETTER than what my then small, closed mind could have imagined.
The truth is I was buried under years of believing I wasnāt good enough. Years of fighting to be accepted, mostly by people that didnāt deserve the attention. Countless times of swallowing my own words and thoughts out of fear of rejection. Most importantly I was consumed with trying to be everything to everyone, wearing many masks and really not being SEEN.
Thatās what came up during this breathwork class.
For years I pushed down Nicole. The past 5 years I have been removing masks, peeling back layers, seeking for health in all aspects of life and REBUILDING.
Iāve gone from feeling like nothing worked for me.
Like the life I wanted was impossible.
That other people are just luckyā¦
To HAPPY, STRONG,USEFUL & WHOLE.
That spark, the real me has always been there. She just needed to rebuild the foundation. To be OPEN to branching out, asking for help and seeking a DIFFERENT way of living.
Whether youāre on my page to support me as a friend, youāre here for inspiration, you too are on your own recovery journey or if you WANT THE REVENGE body. Iām happy youāre here.