10/07/2025
We aren’t talking enough about the Saturn / Neptune conjunction and the pressure / tension / self-doubt / confusion its creating.
With Saturn retrograde, currently in gate 36, the gate of crisis, and Neptune retrograde, currently in gate 25, the gate of the spirit of the self, we are in a crisis of choice.
neptune wants to dissolve the known.
saturn wants to define it.
Saturn in Gate 36 is here to grow us through profound emotional crisis. Retrograde, this can also feel like a collapsed solar plexus.
It can feel like feeling lost in the cesspool of “too much” information everytime you open this app.
It can feel like looking out at the “circumstances” and feeling like there is nothing we can do to prevent horrible things from happening.
It can feel like wondering “what is the point”? If everything is dissolving, who am i? What do I cling to? Who do I become?
What do I strive for? Where do I belong?
It takes a tremendous amount of courage and willingness to stay grounded, focused, and courageous inside of this energy.
With neptune in Gate 25, the gate of the spirit of the self, perhaps we are being invited to persevere. Even if all we have to give to a situation is 2% more.
2% more hope.
2% more lovingness.
2% more curiosity.
2% more staying power.
2% more innovation.
Neptune’s natural inclination is to dissolve into the void. Neptune has no problem with a little bit of fantasy and collapse. But, retrograde in Aries, Neptune forms courage. A cellular boundary. Grit. A backbone.
Neptune Rx in Aries supports us to find our fire. She turns us into the ouroborous, the dragon eating it’s own tail. She forces us to choose to turn that last thread of hope into a whole damn meal.
You are not lost. You are on a precipice. Dig in.