08/24/2024
2024 Life Reset
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March through July of this year was a whirlwind. Things started, things ended, choices (and mistakes) were made, layers and truths uncovered. I experienced the highest highs and the lowest lows, but luckily was there to hold together the pieces of me that felt fragmented and lost. To all my other fam that I reached out to (and vice versa) that helped support me (perhaps even realizing it), I couldn't have made it through without you. I give you my thanks.
There were many things looking back that I could/should have done much better, and I wish I understood everything. Even so, because of my belief in the universe, in myself, and in my community, I knew things would work out.
July was probably the worst month I've had for a long time, but I was in the Philippines with almost my entire immediate and extended family. It was the best place I could have been for things to fall apart for a few weeks. The beaches and sun and bodies of water helped me heal. I felt held and nurtured as I worked through my grief while on ancestral lands.
As July became August, I reassessed what was important to me, what I wanted to work on, to learn, to get better at, to prioritize, how to express myself, and who I wanted to spend my time with. I remembered that even if some people don't want me to be a part of their life, there are those that do.
I've been working to move on and move forward. I started training more jiujitsu again and went back to helping to coach kids. I am refocusing and working to improve my bachata (thank you for the last beautiful photo and letting me be a part of it ). I'm working on advancing in PTK. I'm going to start ice hockey because I'm annoyed I was horrible when I tried it. I'm trying to figure out a new gym schedule and my daily food consumption because I want to get back in the rhythm of my health and fitness.
I was due for a life reset. After a time when things were trending down, my life is becoming better than before, all with the support of Annie. Life is always full of ups and downs, of light and darkness. Let's all enjoy some time in the light together.