10/31/2023
I’m grateful for my “failures”
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I attempted a 100k race a couple weeks ago and I didn’t complete it. I missed a turn around mile 24 and when I got back to the route, I did an extra 4 miles and 1000ft of elevation. To make the cutoff time, I would have needed to run 5 miles in 15 mins (it didn’t happen).
I was disappointed because I wanted to see if I would be able to finish it, and if not, test how long I could physically/mentally last. In the past few years, I’ve been trying to focus more on the journey of striving for a goal and what I learn from it rather than focus on the result.
I had this idea that if I don’t reach a goal its because of poor preparation or not pushing myself hard enough. But I’m slowly realizing that s**t happens and sometimes you don’t meet that goal (right now), and that’s okay because just setting a goal and prepping for it has been such a great experience.
If I didn’t sign up for 100k, I wouldn’t have spent hours (like 10hrs some days 💀) on the trails with **thag6 .man_doesitlike_no.man
I’m excited to try the Cuyamaca 100k again next year and I’ll probably sign up for more things that make me nervous 😅
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I’m also terrible with remembering to take pictures so there’s only happy and hopeful pics at the start lol