07/17/2020
I went for a drive up to Payson, Arizona, today. I have not been out of my five-mile bubble probably since early March. About a quarter of the way into the drive, I started to notice that the land around me was burnt to a crisp. I always hear about the wildfires that rage through northern and southern Arizona each summer. But I will be honest, I have been out here twelve years now and I do not think I have ever witnessed the devastation that these fires are capable of. I have not ventured outside of metro Phoenix as much as I would like. So, knowing of these fires verses seeing these fires, was something new to me. MILES……miles and miles of burnt, charred land. In one section of the drive, the road was down to one lane because the guard rails were twisted and melted from what I can only assume had been intense heat. Also, if you have ever taken a drive up Route 87 to Payson, you know there are thousands of saguaro cacti growing as far as you can see. But did you know that it can take 95-100 years for a saguaro to reach a height of 15-16 feet tall? As I continued to drive, my heart just sank, thinking about how long it had taken these cacti and this beautiful landscape to form. Now, just complete black, scorched destruction. Seeing all of this was yet another example of the many things we take for granted in this life. Twelve years; I have been here twelve years and there is still SO much of Arizona I have not explored. I have taken for granted the beauty of nature that surrounds me. I have not truly appreciated it until it was gone. Amid these thoughts, my mind drifted to COVID-19. Yet another obstacle, just like fire, that has forced us to appreciate what we have in this moment more than we ever have before. I asked a friend today, “What are your aspirations?” His answer was something along the lines of, “If I aspire/dream too far ahead, then I won’t appreciate and possibly miss what is happening now.” It took me a minute to process this answer, because my analytical mind is always twelve steps ahead of where I am in the current moment, plus ten years down the road….lol. But then it hit me on my drive home as I snapped this picture. This was one of the few mountain ranges on the drive that had been salvaged from the flames. As I took the picture I thought, “He was right. In the midst of the fire, the sickness, the heaviness of our world right now, find the beauty Catrina. Find the small things that that bring light to life and hold on to them….in this very moment. Because yesterday is gone. Tomorrow is a mystery and Today is a blessing.”