03/18/2023
We all wear different faces. This is survival. This is life. This is empathy. But, ultimately, a sane and compassionate life comes from looking at our thoughts, rather than identifying as them. This is called meditation.
However, for those of us who have endured trauma, it is hard to sit still. It can feel unsafe. It can actually feel impossible. Many of us who have endured and survived trauma, learned coping mechanisms to survive. For me, one of mine was to stay busy. I had no financial support from my parents from age 20. They both became ill, and to a large extent, their survival, especially my mother's, depended on me. So I developed the strategy to keep running. Never stop. Never let my fears catch up with me. Hustle. Lest it all come crashing down around me.
But, I have hustled for too long. Something has started to happen to me. I can't move fast. My body has become a rebel. She is proclaiming loud to me: I WILL NOT RUN ANYMORE FOR YOU. I AM RUNNED OUT. I MUST LIVE A DIFFERENT WAY. I PROTEST YOUR SPEED. I WILL ONLY CARRY YOUR SOUL IN THIS LIFETIME IF YOU SLOW DOWN AND HONOR ME. I WILL MAKE A PACT TO LOVE AND HOLD YOU, BUT ONLY IF YOU CARE FOR ME AND SLOW DOWN.
And so. I am teaching yoga in a different way. This has not been planned. It has been an organic process that has been won through living. Life transformed me.
I am now teaching primarily from my home studio on the UWS and on Zoom and I would love to work with you. (Link in my Bio above).
I teach yoga flow, but I will also teach you to regulate your vagus nerve and stimulate your parasympathetic nervous system with many tools I have used in my own healing practice, including humming, chanting, shaking, bilateral tapping, swaying, rocking, and eye exercises that actually help bring more blood flow to your neck and occipital which will make you feel safer in the world.
We were born at a great time in the world. Techniques are being given to us by doctors and scientists who are studying brain waves. It's exciting! I would love to support you in your healing and in any personal body/fitness goals you have.
Currently, I am offering a new class on Zoom only called "Therapeutic Yoga Session" where I give you breathing exercises, a personal mudra for what you want to receive or let go, a mantra and teach you a brief meditation. It's 30 minutes for $45. Never leave your house and learn powerful techniques that will regulate your nervous system.
Carl Jung says, "The greatest and most important problems of life are all fundamentally insoluble. They can never be solved but only outgrown." As we outgrow them, we deserve support. I am here to support you.
You can book through my website on the "Book with Me" page found on my FB Bio.