05/20/2026
The before + after you might be surprised to see: weight gain edition
In a world filled with SkinnyTok, What I Eat in a Day videos and menopause weight loss “hacks,” I made a conscious choice to gain physical weight (and lose a bunch of toxic mental weight!) over the past year.
At age 45, I’m prioritizing my bone density, muscle mass and mental health in order to be a healthier and happier midlife athlete.
Over the past 12 months I have:
•Ended toxic relationships and took charge of my mental health (goodbye toxic weight!)
•Strengthened my relationship with food (no more skipping dessert!)
•Gained 15 lbs of muscle mass and fat (and I feel strong AF!)
I was nervous that the change would ruin all the metabolic improvements I had made over the past 5 years. But guess what? Recent testing revealed, it didn’t!!
I was nervous that my performance would take a hit. Instead, I’m stronger than ever!
Bonus: I can tolerate the cold better on my mountaineering and backpacking trips and say yes to extra tacos afterwards.
If you’re afraid that gaining weight will ruin your progress, it probably won’t.
Your skinniest self probably isn’t your happiest self, nor is it your best performing self.
For a long time, I felt that as an athlete and coach, I needed to look shredded. But I somehow always felt frail, not strong.
Maintaining that kind of physique long-term wasn’t fun, mentally or physically. Now I’m happy, healthy and still performing well without restriction.
I ditched the scale and all the other things holding me back. And I have zero regrets.
Bodies change over time. And I can finally say that now, for the first time ever, I’m truly happy in my own skin.
I’m building a durable Lauren who’s in the endurance game for life ❤️ So this is your reminder—not all weight gain is bad. Shredded isn’t that fun. Your ideal body probably weighs more than you think.