01/21/2026
How do you get over the deeply rooted anger and hurt of being lied to? The anger that burns so much that you could light the world on fire? The sorrow and grief that promises to swallow you whole??
I was promised that if I was just good - went to church, read my scriptures, go to the Temple, even go on a mission, get married in the Temple, and then have babies in the covenant, that I'd have all my dreams come true. I'd have it all and I'd FINALLY feel whole and happy.
But that wasn't my story.
The next several years were really hard. So much that I uncovered. So much healing. So many huge emotions.
And then I lost it all. My house, my husband, my community, my identity, and so much precious time with my three beautiful kiddos.
It threatened to crush me whole.
But it didn't and I'm still here. I'm still healing. I'm still angry and hurt, but I'm finding wholeness and happiness from within me. I stopped listening to the lies that it came from without.
If you are going through something similar, just know that you are not alone!! Sending so much love!!
