03/21/2017
Okay so here goes. I'm sharing a video I made at home last night dancing for my gf. This is definitely my Alter Ego because I don't feel like this person in the video at all. I think her name is Nikki Fire 🔥 lol
⚠MY MANIFESTO...
I have no idea who that women is in this video. And I'm super shy & nervous about posting these type of videos, meaning its hella up close and lights on and I'm actually making eye contact which I usually avoid because I feel uncomfortable. Most folks who know me personally know I am the biggest tomboy. I have a strong masculine energy. And proof of my tomboyness is the fact that I have a football, basketball, racquetball gear, and a dance pole in my trunk. I'm not the dainty, girly chick at all. Most people think I've always been like I am in the video But I did not start here at all. When I started pole dancing in 2007, I looked like a boy on the pole. I didn't know how to move my hips, walk smooth or point my toes. It took a year to look somewhat smooth. And each year I've gotten smoother and softer and this femininity has emerged. And all because I wanted to get on a pole because it looked like gymnastics. Pole dancing taught me grace, expression, dedication, poise, elegance, swag, strength, slowed me down a little, and so much more. And I've never really shared this side when it's just more exotic dancing and no pole tricks and actually looking into the camera. Omg, I'm super shy about that and it makes me uncomfortable. So this is me being vulnerable and sharing another side of me who I only witness every once in a while when teaching clients and occasionally dancing for my wonderful girlfriend. Eeek, I'm so nervous right now. ☺ 😘 💕I
https://youtu.be/ngIYKhjQkaI
I got my Alter Ego on camera when I danced for my gf. I think my alter egos name is Nikki Fire 🔥 lol . ⚠MY MANIFESTO. I have no idea who that women is in thi...
