01/23/2019
Here is my very personal very vulnerable story.
I struggled with my weight even though I was always active I LOVED food. I would eat when I was bored I would eat when I was frustrated, or happy. I was about 205 pounds when I decided I would lose weight, I started my health journey and was doing great I lost 20 pounds and was loving eating healthy while adding new activity into my life. Then my life got hard. Not just a bad day but bad months. I was pregnant. I was due to have a baby boy in May of 2016. I began to eat more and gave into everyone of my food cravings. Although nervous and unsure of the future I was excited. November 30th 2015 my water broke and I delivered my son. My son was stillborn. That’s when everything went downhill. I stopped working out, I stopped watching what I was eating, I just didn’t care. It took until 5 months for me to stop having a poor me attitude and take back my life. May 2016 my best friend got married and I stood next to her side. I didn’t realize how unhealthy I became until I didn’t even recognize myself in these pictures (grey dress). That was my true start back to health and happiness. For the past two years I’ve tried and failed and tried and succeeded, not only in my health goals but also in getting myself back. I am not proud that I dropped everything in my life when it got hard but I am proud that I am back doing the things I’ve always enjoyed. I love working out, being active and helping others. It took me two years and three months between these pictures to realize how much I have accomplished.
Life gets hard sometimes, it isn’t perfect but that’s when you pull yourself back up and continue the journey.
Fitness is something that brings me joy. It brings me a sense of accomplishment when I push myself past that imaginary breaking point.
If you are looking to take back your life and want to do that with fitness I can help.
(Grey dress I weighed 240 pounds May 2016
Blues dress/ shorts and tank I weigh 172 pounds August 18,2018)
Edit: thank you to my younger sister for making these comparisons and texting them to me today saying how proud she is ❤️❤️