07/26/2026
It’s been a rough season. Honestly, it’s been a rough year.
The week we got back from the Derby, I suffered a hemorrhagic stroke. The following Monday, Kyle was killed. Looking back, this season probably shouldn’t have happened for a lot of reasons.
But between a little selfishness and a whole lot of stubbornness, I needed to prove to myself that life wasn’t over. I wanted to prove I could still do the things I love, even if I pushed myself harder than I should have more than once.
I couldn’t have done it without the people around me. The support, encouragement, and the people who knew what racing means to me kept me going when it would’ve been easy to park it.
Mechanically, the season fought us every step of the way too. It felt like every time we fixed one problem, another showed up. I just kept forcing it. Maybe it was the fates reminding me there’s more to life than racing and trying to force me to step back. I even postponed a biopsy of what they believed caused my stroke because I wasn’t ready to step away from what feels like my only real hobby. Probably not my smartest moment as an adult.
Now that the Super Stock is back together and running again, I feel a little better about the decision I’ve been putting off. Nobody wants to end on a low note.
So, the Super Stock will be going up for sale.
The Modified is still getting finished, and it will still hit the track. I’m not calling it a bucket list item, it’s just on the to-do list. I started at Colorado National Speedway in a Modified. Maybe it’s only fitting that, whenever the day comes, I finish where it all started.
This isn’t quitting.
It’s just a pause. Plus I still got a Vic in the field.