06/28/2017
This photo is of a woman that was hating herself and actually not living her life the way she wanted as she was always afraid of what others would think of her "Not perfect body" of "her big thighs". This obsession was killing her..............
I tried to act so confident and I put on this act of having my s**t together, well I had to I'm a trainer. I did share with those close to me but I don't think anyone really knew just how far the self hatred went. Don't get me wrong I did have some good days and I did have moments of feeling comfortable BUT those moments where usually after being perfect on my diet and that never lasted long! This isn't a sob story at all and its not a post to get everyone to tell me how wonderful I AM its a little insight into how much time we can spend worrying about something that doesn't really matter!!!! Like really at the end of the day do you think it matters that you are 2kg heavier?Do you think someone won't talk to you because you ate cake or didn't go to the gym? A lot of us women spend most of our lives HATING what we look like👇👇Prime example me in this photo, you can see the critical eyes, I was so disappointed at that reflection......Fast forward a couple of years and I have come so far and I really do have a Healthy body image now, after bloody 40 years🤦 I really don't care what anyone thinks of me now which is the most liberating feeling ever! So if you are hating on your body and what you look like start the work from within because thrashing your body at the gym and obsessing over your diet doesn't always help. Workout,stick to a plan and Really work on accepting yourself as you are, right now! Because our life is short and we need to live it and be happy, not worry about what we look like.......
skye xx