03/23/2026
17 miles on Saturday.
I wanted to get some practice on terrain I’ll be facing for my upcoming 50K and 50 mile trail races… so I headed out to Afton State Park.
I completely underestimated the mud, the hills, and the terrain.
30 minutes in… I was already gassed.
Not just “this is tough” gassed…
I mean lungs burning, legs heavy, questioning how this was going to last another 3 hours kind of gassed.
And then there was the mud.
Not just a little mud…
I’m talking sections where my entire foot was sinking into the ground with every step.
No traction.
No rhythm.
Just fighting to move forward.
Every step felt like it was pulling energy out of me.
Every climb felt steeper than it should have.
There was no flow - just work.
By mile 10, my quads started cramping.
Not a little tightness…
Not a side stitch…
The kind of cramp where you can actually see the muscle twitching and tightening on its own.
The kind where you take a step and don’t know if your leg is going to cooperate.
With 6 miles to go… I genuinely didn’t know how I was going to finish.
At mile 12, I started to dread what was ahead…
and of course, that’s when the biggest climbs showed up.
At mile 14, I seriously considered stopping.
And I had every reason to.
No one would’ve known.
No one would’ve cared.
But I would’ve.
And I kept coming back to this:
My body wasn’t done… my mind just wanted relief.
So I kept moving.
Step by step.
Hill by hill.
Just trying to stay present.
And honestly - there were moments out there where all I could do was pray, stay steady, and keep putting one foot in front of the other.
With a mile to go… both quads started to cramp as well.
But I kept going.
When it was all said and done:
• 17 miles
• 3.5 hours on my feet
• 1500+ ft of elevation gain & loss
And the crazy part?
In 2.5 weeks… I’ll attempt double that.
In 6.5 weeks.. I’ll attempt triple that.
As much as this run felt like a grind… it was one of the most valuable sessions I’ve had.
It taught me:
• you can’t attack every hill .. you have to respect the effort
• fueling isn’t optional when fatigue sets in
• terrain will humble you quickly
• your mind will try to quit before your body needs to
• and sometimes the only way forward is to slow down, stay present, and keep going
And here’s what this really reinforced for me 👇
You don’t need to run 17 miles to experience this.
This is the same process whether your goal is:
losing weight
getting stronger
building consistency
There will be moments where:
you feel behind
you feel exhausted
you want to quit
That doesn’t mean it’s not working.
That means you’re in it.
Growth doesn’t happen when things feel easy.
It happens when things get hard…
and you choose to keep going anyway.
17 miles down.
Lessons learned.
More work to do.