07/13/2025
The Plot You Didn’t Expected⁉️⬇️
12 hours before my first NPC bodybuilding show, I panicked.
Only 2 girls in my wellness division = guaranteed medal 😔 But I didn’t train for MONTHS just for a participation ribbon.
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🧠 ADHD brain: “This is totally logical”
📝 Registered for a SECOND division
Was it impulsive? Absolutely.
Strategic? Apparently.
Because I walked out with:
🏆 Overall wellness winner
🥇 Wellness Open
🥇 Wellness Novice
🥇 Wellness True Novice
🥇 Bikini Open
🥇 Bikini True Novice
But here’s the truth:
It was NEVER about the medals.
It was about walking the walk—so I could truly talk the talk as a coach.
This wasn’t about medals. It was about earning the right to coach YOU.
For years, I programmed successful preps and insane body transformations for clients while hiding a secret: I’ve never done something so extreme like prep myself.
But the imposter syndrome was LOUD: “You haven’t earned this.” I was tired of being the coach with the theory I want to live the full experience.
Now? I’ve survived:
➡️the constant energy crashes that make you question life
➡️Posing practice tears & mood swings
➡️the “Where the heck did my libido go?” moments 😭
➡️The mental war of “I just want to eat”
➡️ The fear of not looking ready for stage
Standing on that stage didn’t just win me trophies—it lower that imposter voice in my head, and it gave me empathy a deeper leverl with my clients.
🔂I always saw prep as a choice, not a chore.
🛠because sometimes your breakthrough is hiding behind your scariest decision.
To my clients: THANK YOU for trusting me. Your belief in me pushed me to grow into a coach who knows—not just one who reads.
So what’s calling your name right now? The goal that terrifies you because it would change everything?
Drop it below. Let’s turn that fear into your next victory 👇