02/17/2022
Today was my first workout in 7 monthsโฆ
If you donโt know the whole story, Iโve been sick in bed for the better part of 6 months.
It started with my gut biome being killed off by some antibiotics I took after a wisdom tooth removal.
4 1/2 months of recovery.
2 weeks I felt like I was getting better.
Then I got COVID.
I didnโt just get a bad cold, I got smacked.
3 weeks down.
First week of February was the first week I felt normal since August of last year.
Months upon months of pain.
And I let that pain take the drivers seat for an additional 3 weeks into February.
The belief: โI was just super sick, I really need to pace myself and take it easy.โ
I was afraid Iโd get sick again.
I was suffering from a fear developed from a past pain.
Pain is unavoidable, especially when youโre on a path of greatness and growth.
Suffering is what you say to yourself about that pain.
Suffering will hurt you WAY more than any pain will.
Pain will slow you down, suffering will take you to a grinding halt.
Whenever you encounter pain, donโt let it fester and grow into suffering.
Thereโs zero benefit to letting it happen.
Has it already happened?
No worries, just accept what has happened, pick yourself up, and continue onwards.
Crazy how out of shape you can get when you donโt workout for 6 months ๐
Starting from scratch again like freshman year of college - this time I actually know what Iโm doing ๐