10/20/2026
Finally the answer you’ve been waiting for…
If your life feels heavy right now in a way you can’t explain, come on in my friend and take a seat.
Thing is, life will feel heavy if every glimpse of light you get (in meditation, in a breakthrough, in a good season) goes toward making the personality more comfortable.
That’s totally normal. Almost everyone does it while the personality is still getting itself organized.
What’s not normal is calling that pain bad luck, or karma you just have to wait out. The pain is the gap between where your spiritual energy goes and where your soul keeps trying to send it.
Other reasons the karma in your life feels so painful:
You wait for the soul to show up as a big experience. It speaks through your ordinary days: the job, the marriage, the plan that keeps falling apart.
You treat each glimpse of illumination as a reward. The soul sent it as a direction.
You feel more spiritual every year and serve less every year. That feels like progress and moves you further from the soul, whose nature is service.
Mr. Holland wanted to write his symphony. His life kept handing him a classroom. Rewatch it with this lens.
Where does your life keep pointing that you keep pulling against?
If you’re over it and ready to work with your soul on purpose (through study, meditation that builds your spiritual anatomy, and real service), comment MAP and we’ll send you the guide to your current connection to your soul.