09/08/2020
Hereās what I can guarantee, you will fall back.
Back to a smaller frame of reference, a practice discipline or group of patterns that feel familiar, comfortable, and easy.
But if youāre honest with yourself, you wonāt stay there long, you canāt. Youāve tasted something bigger, broader, and more expansive. You realize that for every second, minute, hour, day that youāre there, youāre shrinking, contracting, reducing to the old you.
This isnāt just some hippie dippy talk, this is real life. We all move through these spirals, up and down, in every aspect of life, mostly unconscious. A general rule of thumb is that when stress increases, disturbances create imbalance and we choose to step back down into our old patterns. It takes real diligence, stamina, work, consistency, awareness, and humility to keep moving along the upward path. We intuitively feel when weāve moved from our non-fixed point in either direction but often canāt pinpoint the wobble.
What does this look like from a movement oriented approach? Here are a few examples Iāve both seen and/or experienced.
Practicing whatās comfortable. Staying in and viewing from a particular lens or environment you already know when deep down you intuit that youāve outgrown the particular practice.
Trying to create something new from the same lens or ācontainerā by simply adding a few tricks, instead of adopting a wider more inclusive perspective.
Trying to create your āownā amalgamated practice, when in reality you barely commit the time for any practice, nor understand basic principles that would even allow you to amalgamate them.
These arenāt easy realizations to come to, I know, Iāve experienced all of them, which is why itās also fairly easy for me to spot when they pop up. Whether thatās in myself or my students, I know these things are constantly in flux. Moving along the spiral is the process of life and understanding when weāve found something true, and working toward it, the infinite game.