05/10/2026
Weeks 9 and 10 felt heavier than I expected.
The same meals. The same workouts. The same routines. And if Iām being honest, I started feeling like I should be seeing more by now.
But even with that frustration, I never stopped doing the work. I still showed up. I still trained. I still got my steps in. I know the scale is noise, even on the days it gets in my head a little.
Iāve also had to admit that Iām tired. Not off track. Not unmotivated. Just tired.
So this week Iām taking a deload week before starting Phase 2. Not because Iām quitting, but because recovery is part of the process too.
My word for the year is grace, and I think this is one of those moments where I need to practice it most.
Still working. Still showing up. Still running my race.
The full blog is up now:
https://runsyrun.com/2026/05/10/run-sy-run-weeks-9-10-same-ol-sht-just-a-different-day-or-is-it/
Weeks 9 and 10 tested me mentally more than anything. By this point, the excitement had worn off. The early motivation that carried me through the beginning was gone, and everything started to feelā¦