12/12/2025
My first Hyrox Race was November of 2023. I wore leggings & No Bull high tops. I used to run in those because they had zero support & felt like running in converse. Minimalist shoes were a big help in my foot and ankle healing journey. Much of it was about coming home to myself, and what better way to come home than to feel? Minimalism made me feel the ground beneath me. After that Hyrox, my toes turned black & were bruised so I decided to switch to some Adidas shoes that felt ok on my foot for my first World Championships in Manchester in June of 2023. Since then I transitioned to . Youāll still catch me barefoot in the gym sometimes though. Thank you, feet!!
Chicago 2025 was my last World Championships & there have been several races in between. Iāve done 12 total races to be exact.
My best race was Houston 2025. My worst was Chicago 2023. I donāt remember a single race that didnāt hurt or where I didnāt kind of want to quit at the ski erg . Every one has been a test of character & shown me parts of myself that only these kinds of physical tests can.
When I look at these photographs, at first, I judged my body.
Then I embraced the memory & that noise faded toward the background a bit.
I cry after every race. Hard. Full blown meltdown. A release š
There was a time in my life I was Elite. When I felt exceptional.
I used to worry then. A lot.
Sometimes Iām chasing that old time. That elite feeling. But. I think the more important feeling is coming home to myself. That place where the noise falls toward the background, like I said. Where my life feels on fire (but, like, in a good way). When I train, I feel home. When I race, I feel home. When I sit quietly and watch my thoughts, I also feel home.
My story is not a triumph story. Itās more of a āshe didnāt but itās okā story. Iām not exceptional. No one knows my name. Iām becoming.
That doesnāt matter, though. I know what greatness feels like to me. Iām chasing that feeling. Some days itās on top of a podium. Other days itās in the stillness of my breath. Itās sharp & itās alive. Iām chasing that.
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