12/12/2025
My first Hyrox Race was November of 2023. I wore leggings & No Bull high tops. I used to run in those because they had zero support & felt like running in converse. Minimalist shoes were a big help in my foot and ankle healing journey. Much of it was about coming home to myself, and what better way to come home than to feel? Minimalism made me feel the ground beneath me. After that Hyrox, my toes turned black & were bruised so I decided to switch to some Adidas shoes that felt ok on my foot for my first World Championships in Manchester in June of 2023. Since then I transitioned to . You’ll still catch me barefoot in the gym sometimes though. Thank you, feet!!
Chicago 2025 was my last World Championships & there have been several races in between. I’ve done 12 total races to be exact.
My best race was Houston 2025. My worst was Chicago 2023. I don’t remember a single race that didn’t hurt or where I didn’t kind of want to quit at the ski erg . Every one has been a test of character & shown me parts of myself that only these kinds of physical tests can.
When I look at these photographs, at first, I judged my body.
Then I embraced the memory & that noise faded toward the background a bit.
I cry after every race. Hard. Full blown meltdown. A release 😅
There was a time in my life I was Elite. When I felt exceptional.
I used to worry then. A lot.
Sometimes I’m chasing that old time. That elite feeling. But. I think the more important feeling is coming home to myself. That place where the noise falls toward the background, like I said. Where my life feels on fire (but, like, in a good way). When I train, I feel home. When I race, I feel home. When I sit quietly and watch my thoughts, I also feel home.
My story is not a triumph story. It’s more of a “she didn’t but it’s ok” story. I’m not exceptional. No one knows my name. I’m becoming.
That doesn’t matter, though. I know what greatness feels like to me. I’m chasing that feeling. Some days it’s on top of a podium. Other days it’s in the stillness of my breath. It’s sharp & it’s alive. I’m chasing that.
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