10/05/2022
The other day i sat down and I was reflecting on my life over the past 5 years because of the consistency, intention, discipline*; i've had over the years, not once did i miss one trip or vacation because of a job, I get to wake up when i want in the morning and have time to read and hang out with my dog, my husband and i see each other all throughout the day because of our flexibility, truthfully there hasn't been one thing in the past 5 years that I have had to say no to because we couldn't “afford it”, and sometimes that makes me feel guilty, because growing up with lack your conditioned to think with a poverty mindset, but because of incorporating this business into our everyday life it has allowed me to work on and begin to heal my relationship with money. I think about the life I live, and how little my problems truly are and all I can do is be so grateful. And if i'm being even more honest, being a child of divorce that poverty mindset also came with the mindset of nothing good lasts forever … so on the regular i worry.. What if my whole business crashes. What if everyone quits one day, what if I lose my insurance, then what will i do.. .,i've never had a real job either. Would I even get a good job, would he with no college education? Man let me tell ya, When God starts blessing, the devil starts messing...It is important that you know my business is strong *! Not one month have we been unable to pay for what we need , and even IF THAT did happen… (which it wont when you build this thing correctly) but i thought what if it did. I allowed myself to go to worse case scenario. What would I do? I dabbled with some ideas, and you know what I would do… i would recover emotionally, take time to reflect, but once I was ready, I would build it back. No matter how long it took, and you wanna know why?? There is nothing better. Nothing better that will allow me to live how I live today. Nothing that will allow me to be a present mom when God blesses us with children, but not just a present a mom, but a mom that makes significant income to teach my daughters that we can have it all, we can do it all. Only because of this vehicle.