06/06/2026
My 8th year of sobriety was less about my physical self and more about my mental self.
I learned a lot:
Resentment had been on cruise control for such a long period of my life that I had no clue how badly it was crushing any form of real progress that actually stuck.
Holding those accountable as I hold myself is a delicate discipline that comes from a genuinely good place even if it might hurt to deliver constructive criticism.
Letting go of problems beyond my control or capabilities is a relief that I have given myself.
Feeling like caring as much as I do about my profession and about quality isn't a curse but a gift. I'm passionate about delivering the absolute best quality service, experience, and product within my current but growing ability - to be able to achieve this regularly and consistently is a source of satisfaction.
I am growing in ways I had not anticipated and I owe it to my wonderful community for keeping me going.
So much that happens in the background.
Yet I am present in the foreground, working diligently to keep the maintenance of everything dialed and humming.
Keep in touch with your mental self.
I dare you.