08/21/2023
A level I have never been and a person I thought I was incapable to be.
Growth is spiritual and mental as much as it can be physical but the difference is in modalities of measurement.
Both, things you can see and the unseen but rather felt to be.
An outsider looking in only hears and sees what they want about me based on what they want to be true about me without knowing me.
That’s a conundrum about me that doesn’t need to involve me.
You aren’t capable of seeing me fully lately if you haven’t to me. You’d have to be feds tapping my phone to keep up with me because the trajectory has been so aggressive you’d consider it inflationary.
I see me tho, I know where I’m at and what I need to continue to be the man in the picture you see.
Happier me.
I’m not my name, my titles, my roles…
I desire connection, understanding and learning, winning with an acknowledgment and respect for the need for failure, alignment with my truth, my highest self, uncomfortable with applying boundaries for fear of disappointing others but am committed to the need for them, capable of anything and everything I want because it has already happened, someone who seeks to master temperance.
I am an observer, a solutionist, a futurist, an empath, a loyalist to the ascent of me and my people, a creator of the world that serves me and a destroyer of what does not, a misunderstood person because only a fraction of me is currently visible, a man of action f***s around and finds out rather than sits to think about it.
I am more and continuing to become more.
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