03/06/2020
Okay ya'll. Today was an emotional day for me and not in a bad way. โฃ
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Last year was such a rough year for me, dealing with my son being diagnosed with ADHD/depression (it was rough for him), my own depression and health issues, financial hardship, fighting to not be evicted each month. In December I was finally at rock bottom and wanted to give up. I was in deep depression and didn't know if I was going to get out of it. โฃ
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**I wasn't motivated to do anything.**โฃ
**I wasn't being the mom my kids need.**โฃ
**I hated waking up each morning (just wanted to stay in bed).**โฃ
**I was BROKE!!**โฃ
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Forward to January, I saw my coach post about joining her fitness program and said why not try. She contacted me and told me about the program and I hesitated to join because I didn't have the money to join, plus I questioned spending that much upfront. So I said "no thanks". Then she asked, what do you want your life to look like in a year and I told her. So she said if you could have that, how much are you willing to invest in yourself to get there. I thought about it and before denying it again, said 5-4-3-2-1 go and signed up. โฃ
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Now as I sit here looking at where I am today since January. Y'all I cried. ๐ญ I haven't been depressed since, spending more time with my kids, happy to wake up each morning, and financially not stressed (working from home helping others on their journey). GRATEFUL is an understatement!! Now all I want to do is pay it forward and help others.โฃ
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