10/18/2020
SURPRISE! We are having our second 😍😍
What an amazing year this had been for us in so many ways and now it's getting even better!
Thank you God for all the blessings. Alicia, me and little Avaiah are so excited and blessed to have another little angel on the way!
What do you guys think? Boy or girl?
THIS IS TO MY FIRST BORN AVAIAH 😍 👇
“You were the baby.
Our first.
Our only, for a time.
Until you weren’t.
Until another we found out another was coming along.
And then, just like that, you were big.
So big.
The baby you once were now long gone.
And I was shocked.
So shocked.
Because everyone had told me, but I never believed them.
They told me that all of the sudden you’d seem so huge.
That I might hold you funny, forgetting your neck didn’t need supporting.
That I’d likely be amazed by all the things you were capable of doing.
That I would look at you, tears in my eyes, wondering where in the world my baby had gone.
But they forgot to tell me.
They forgot to tell me that you would always be my baby.
That despite the fact that you seemed so big, you were really still so little.
That even though—in a moment’s time—you became the oldest, you weren’t quite ready to have so much expected of you.
That another baby didn’t make you any less of a baby.
That you still needed more time as my baby, too.
So tonight, I’ll hold you close.
I’ll breathe you in.
I’ll kiss your cheeks and thank God for you, my first.
And I’ll remind myself once more that you’ll never, ever be too old to be my baby.”
So blessed to find out we are having our second 😍😍
What do you guys think boy or girl? 🧒👧
