23/02/2020
IT'S TIME...
To reveal the reason why I have been MIA from Instagram the last few months...
Since I came home from Thailand in Nov I had not been myself, I was really down and thought it must be holiday blues, but the feeling lingered, it was different to what I had felt before with my anxiety and depression in the past, feelings that I really couldn't explain...tiredness like I had never experienced before, which I put down to the 4.30am alarm to start the 6am shift in work. I'd come home exhausted, get something to eat and just conk out on the couch for 2 hrs. Not only that, I had no motivation to train or eat as I normally would, I put on weight and concluded it was due to eating so much, and with Christmas the indulgence and lack of activity continued. Then in January when I couldn't get a hold on things I was really starting to beat myself up for being so 'lazy' (for want of a better word). I was not me anymore.
Then, 4 weeks ago I met up with two of my friends on a Fri night and as the night went on we kept coming back around to one possibility, so on the Sat morn I took a test and discovered that... I am pregnant! Swipe over the photos if you don't believe me 😅
Since finding out, it has been a whirlwind few weeks, not something I had planned but now that it's happening I couldn't be happier and I am soooooo excited to become a mother 🤱🏼
To all my family, friends, colleagues, clients I want to say the biggest THANK YOU for the support I have received. I have been overwhelmed by how kind everyone has been to me. Love is all any of us need, and the love I have experienced over the last few weeks has made me so grateful to be alive, so grateful to be having this experience and it has given me new hope for the future 🥰
Wherever you are, I hope you are well too, and if you are going through a hard time, know that this time will pass and there is love for YOU to experience, there is love for everyone 🤗 ###