31/03/2026
1077 days ago everything changed.
I went complete T-total. Sober. Alcohol-free. Hangover-free.
Ni****ne and bad relationships remained my only addiction for a bit, but at least that wouldn’t get me killed instantly.
Cause it’s hard to tell when you start not having handovers anymore, but your memory starts failing you.
My last drink was in Vietnam, a cold local beer in a small restaurant in Da Nang.
I remember that one. 8th June 2023. A year after the breakup that shattered me back to my senses.
2026, I’m now living in Asia (Bangkok), smoke-free for 2 years, booze-free for almost 3 years, I still make bad dating decisions sometimes, but I’m the fittest I’ve ever been.
This is coming from someone who swore she’d never quit smoking, but who did after 20 years.
This is coming from someone who used whiskey as mouth wash when wisdom-tooth pain kicked in (don’t worry I removed them and re-aligned my teeth since).
I guess that’s just a very long winded way to say:
No matter where you are right now, it doesn’t determine your becoming.