14/09/2023
Stepping into 34 🎉
This year has been an expansive one.
Last year I wrote that I felt the universe was aligning, after my expired New Zealand visa was reinstated.
I was in Bali about to teach on a yoga retreat with and planning to move to New Zealand for 2yrs straight after.
Well if you’ve been following me, you’ll know that I’m definitely not in New Zealand.
I arrived and something just didn’t feel right. But I didn’t know what to do with that feeling.
My incredible friends guided me through, which allowed me to soften into the feeling of ‘I don’t know what it is, but something isn’t right’. Softening and accepting, meant that I could hear my inner voice again.
And the voice said, ‘This place isn’t for you’. And that was it.
I travelled back to Indonesia, got a yoga teaching job and stayed for 6 months.
Best decision ever.
I met the most inspiring people there, who truly are my soul family. Shout out to
Thank you to .kalilah for a truly transformative breathwork experience, which was the first time I realised I was shying away from my power.
Then Portugal happened. And from day one, I had the feeling that THIS was my place.
Then Boom Festival happened with my wonderful friend and I stepped deeper and deeper into my power.
What I didn’t realise through my whole healing journey, was that it’s been an inward journey.
Inwardly filling up my own cup.
I had a sudden moment of clarity at Boom, that I am now full and it’s time to continue on my healing journey, but outwards.
By this, I mean helping to heal others. Giving them the space, the compassion and the kindness, that I’ve been giving to myself.
I don’t have to worry anymore that others will take too much, and I’ll have to start healing again. Because I can set boundaries, because I love myself fully and because I can fill my own energy.
So here I am, waiting for my visa to be approved so I can move to Portugal, while hosting more retreats for while I wait.