01/01/2024
2023 was a bittersweet year.
I was able to be in the Kendo national team for my second time and went and did all the team matches at the EKC 2023 for Portugal. I was able to be 3rd place in the European Naginata Championships, the first time Portugal was able to secure a place at the podium of the main competition. We had the first Naginata national championships in Portugal this year, too. My students were able to win a lot in the Naginata national championships, in the Kendo nationals too, both team and individuals, and we had people joining the dojo and staying.
So, in terms of results, we had a lot of good things going on in 2023.
One of the biggest ironies of this past year is that for many of these things I was much more ill prepared than previous times. I gained a lot of weight at the beginning of the year because I had injuries and a mental breakdown, which led me to go on medical leave at the end of 2022, through the beginning of 2023 and then again in August.
I've struggled a lot the past year to keep practicing, to keep teaching classes and to be able to practice for myself. I've failed a lot in all of those.
I've also quit being the ENF Treasurer because I couldn't spend the energy needed to keep up with the things that needed to be done.
I think that the only reason I was able to have some success last year was because I had/have the support of my wife and because I was able to maintain some calm and disconnect while fighting at the several competitions I had.
Teaching was sometimes difficult with work schedules, traffic to and from the dojo and maintaining any sort of schedule and training regime that made sense for me and my students, while dealing with mental breakdowns and medical leaves. It mostly worked out.
We had to stop Jukendo and Tankendo for now because I couldn't find a schedule for it.
I've started a new job at the end of the year and I've restarted my studies, this time in video games. I hope that will make me have a happier work life in the future where I don't actively hate my work and burnout every year from it.
Let's see how this year progresses.