15/02/2026
Personal update.
I am now 2.5 months into my sabbatical.
A tradition I have been weaving for as long as I am holding retreats - 6 years now, wow!
But this sabbatical is deeper. I smile - life seems to deepen every year, as I allow myself to be completely undone and surrender to the guidance of my path even more fully.
2 months in Peru have initiated me in ways like never before.
Completing my diet number 10 has been the most intense initiation experience on my path as a curandera by far and diet number 11 felt like a graceful blessing. After the jungle I felt deeply held in my integration process by the sacred valley, my beloved Apus, my family & my beloved friends.
I have completed a seven day water fast and had three profound pilgrimages in the mountains guided by the elders, grandfather Huatchuma and profound prayers feeling to be offered at ancient altars.
This time in Peru opened many ancient ways of feeling connected in my spirit - even more effortless & clear surrendering to the guidance. It also sealed no longer needed places of despair within me. Out of this time came the guiding question: how can I be slow, how can I be fully with myself and how can I deeply love & choose myself? How can this radical act of giving my life over to the prayers I am carrying, be nourishing & sweet altogether?
Since three weeks I am finding myself in Nicaragua. A country I have never been to - I am falling in love with Ometepe.
A volcanic island holding an active Vulcans with fire in the center and an inactive one with water at its center.
Vulvanic stone has a quality of amplifying deeply, like obsidian stone. And I am meeting a hidden layer, a deep Programm, that only after such a long break in holding space in any form - no mentorship’s, no ceremonies, no womb work & no retreats, can reveal. I am meeting a layer of inner girl and it feels like the most heartbreaking and potent piece of work. I welcome this revelation, this depth of healing so very fully.
Grateful for choosing this time.
Grateful, that my service demands to bring all of me into sacred harmony. Ongoingly, ever deepening into the mysteries.
Grateful to meet new spaces within.