24/09/2025
Those that know me know that I have been training on Goju Ryu for the better part of 35 years, almost with no breaks during that time. Last year, something I never saw coming happened, I fell out of love with karate, yes I was busy with the family and business but I'd always been able to prioritize at least some training in the past.
It actually brought me back to the book I read over 25 years ago by the great Karateka John Jarvis. At the time I read the book with great interest as he was a pioneer of karate in New Zealand. One thing always stuck with me amongst all the amazing and eye opening tales he had, in that one day he just had enough. I can't actually recall the reason but he just stopped. At the time I couldn't believe it, someone with 40+ years of experience just stopping.
Then last year it happened to me, karate no longer filled my cup, I was finding reasons not to train and becoming less tolerant as a person. So with much internal conflict I decided I needed a break. And what a break it was, getting my body right, hitting the gym, catching up with friends and playing sports I hadn't been able to commit to in some time.
That's where mine and Johns story differs, over the past few months I found myself thinking more about karate, my son went to a scout night with a guest karate instructor that wasn't me!! And I overheard Amy mentioning to someone that we USED to do karate! Those things were very uncomfortable things to see and hear and that made me realize that some people DO Karate and some people ARE Karate. I have no doubt after this past year off, that I am the latter.
Tonight I taught my first class in about a year, it came as natural as breathing. I have no doubt of my rustiness, there will be lots to work on as there always was, but I realized now that unintentionally I have probably hidden behind Johns book this last year and used it as reasoning for my situation and justification for no longer training. If he could stop then maybe it was ok for me?
I'm happy to say I enjoyed karate tonight as much as I ever had and can't wait to get fully in the swing of it again.
Note: my reference to Johns book in no way is meant to compare me to him on any level or judge any of his decisions. I only reference his book as having an impact on a young and impressionable karate mind at that time.
Anyway, thanks to the team that trained tonight, I know school holidays are a funny time to start but it was a way to ease into it.
Thanks
Sensei Richie