24/12/2025
Hard to believe another year is already wrapping up. It feels like I just got used to writing the date, and suddenly it’s gone. Time is strange like that - so fast it makes me dizzy, even though some years feel glued to me. I still catch myself thinking 2011 was maybe two, three years ago. My sense of time is all bent out of shape.
I’m grateful, though. For our peaceful home 🏡, for the calm we’ve managed to build around ourselves, for the friends who stay close, even when everything else shifts. And for the trips we took this year - Romania 🇷🇴, and then all the way north, past the Arctic Circle ❄️🧭. Sometimes I don’t realise how far we’ve gone until I stop and look back. It still feels a bit unreal.
But with the new year coming, there’s that familiar heaviness creeping in. It always shows up around now. Another year without my dad 💔. I still can’t believe he’s been gone this long - it doesn’t feel real. Time says one thing, but my heart insists it was just yesterday. There’s this stuck feeling, like part of me hasn’t moved at all, even while the world spins past 🌎. I stand still, and everything else keeps rushing forward.
And now here we are again, at the end of another year, trying to hold gratitude and sadness at the same time. Maybe that’s what this season demands.
Wishing everyone a peaceful end to the year, a quiet place to land 🕊️, and people who make the dark days warmer. Merry Christmas, and a gentle, hopeful New Year 💫!