02/11/2022
🎭Face to face Wednesday! 2015-2022
This is painful and embarrassing to look back on but also(hopefully) inspiring that change is possible, no matter how hopeless it seems.
Photo on the left was taken whilst holidaying in Malta in 2015, at my heaviest weight of 83kg 🙈. Having the time of my life....not! Embarrassed just about every state of my being is an understatement... physically, mentally and emotionally. Feeling hopeless, worthless, depressed, a failure every way possible, hiding behind clothes and doors, having breakfast in the hotel room so others don't see how much I ate or how I looked. When left the hotel I could barely walk for 15-20 mins at a burst as my joints would hurt and my heart would pump so fast it felt like I was about to have a heart attach. At the age of 27 🙈 Not cool
Photo on the right was taken at a recent run , having the time of my life, loving my body, my mindset, my confidence, and the ability that I can do pretty much anything I want to now, not living in the prison cell of my body and depression. And damn....not being scared of what life is going to throw at you and whether you can handle it....is f* liberating to the next level. I have lost a lot of personal burden, fears and many people along the way too, gained lots of skills, coping mechanisms and opened up my World to growth! 📈
Having body goals and working towards them is NOT vein, it gives you a focus and purpose, losing fat is sooo much more than esthetics....it positively influences your health, your confidence, your mindset, it challenges your entire belief system, your relationships with yourself and others, your attitude toward not just training but anything in life, gives you the confidence to dare to do things different, challenge what's not for you and slowly start healing and evolving as a spiritual being. Not there yet....never will get there as the personal growth light has just been ignited🏮
Don't forget you can do whatever you put your mind to! If I could do it, so can you!
It starts with 1️⃣ decision!
📱I have walked the walk in front of you, and here to help/guide/support/cheer you on your way too.