04/05/2021
What goes on in my head?
As I write this.
Here I am.
Observing this organism.
It's literally alive and has a nervous system.
I am the organism but I am more than that, I am awareness.
What does that mean?
Well there's thoughts and sensations flowing by and I'm observing how I am more than this, I am awareness.
Do you know what?
What I perceive is what I want to perceive.
What I experience is what I want to experience.
My pain and disease is the pain and disease I wanted.
Why is this?
Because the healing I am seeking is found in navigating the genetic line I have been born into.
I notice as I listen more my light shines more.
I notice as I put myself in a position where I'm listening more cobwebs that's blocking my light get brushed away. What I'm inspired to do just comes out, I didn't go and acquire it externally. It just came out, like it was waiting, inevitable, the story waiting to be realized.
There is the stories of my ancestors written in the code of my nervous system. They create my memorized reactions. The way I walk, emotionally relate, get stressed etc.
What is the significance of changing memory?
Genetics are memory.
Reflexes are memory.
Structure is memory.
All of these originate from memory and they only exist because of memory. Some memories are less changeble than others, especially physical structure but we can alter it slightly for the next generation. Other aspects are much more changeable.
There are processed and unprocessed memories. Trauma and pain are unprocessed memories.
The ones that are most important to change in you will get triggered most often.
There are so many memories, we are not going to change them all nor do we need to. But we can change a lot of trauma and pain patterns in one human lifetime.
How exactly do you change memory?
I can observe the memorized reactions of my nervous system and I can make the unconscious conscious. I can shine light in the darkness. I can realize the unrealized.
I use 'the power' which is our ability to shift awareness.
I can let go of the stories that no longer serve me.
I can process pain and trauma in my nervous system.
It's simple but not easy.
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