11/04/2026
Winter 25/26, Part 1
For most, this seemed like the winter that wasn't. But I definitely turned on my heated socks on more than one occasion. There was still plenty of snow, ice, and core shots to be found.
This winter was also incredibly hard for me on a personal level. Motivation to train hit all time lows, Finances tanked, emotional distress sky rocketed plans canceled, and many, many days were spent just trying to get out of bed; often failing.
This winter coupled with a rough summer and fall leading into it, have made me really take a stark look at my life, direction, and priorities. Questioning if this is what I still want? If I can even do this? Or is it time to take a step back from the dreams and find more stability?
I haven't come to any conclusions. Decisions like this don't come easily or quickly. The slow burn is both needed and wanted.
I'm also not one for sharing these pieces of my life on social media. But I think an honest look at life behind the smiles and pretty pictures is important to keep in mind. As social media feels incrediblely less social these days, I don't want anyone thinking this dream I'm in is golden. There's lots behind the scenes not being shared, on purpose.
Thanks to those who reached out. Who kept poking me. Gave me reason to get out of bed. Stayed with me through my stumbles and silence. Those that checked in with nothing but hugs, food and belays. It was immensely appreciated.
Here's to trying to grow from the pile of rubble.