31/10/2021
It was 6:27 PM on Aug, 27, 2021, It was a friday evening and I was free (I am a Law of Attraction Coach, so I have this time freedom... no boss.. no work pressure, I am so grateful for it) so I planned to watch a cartoon movie so I was just shuffling through Disney Hotstar.
I received a call.. it was from my brother. I said "Hello.." he was silent... I sensed his energy (as I am an energy healer, I can sense energies)... after a long silence.... he said "Grandpa is no more". Time stopped.. I was dazed... now it was his turn to say... "hello... hello... hello...", I couldn't speak a word... I felt like a statue.... all the memories of my childhood was flashing infront of my eyes like a movie... I couldn't breathe properly... couldn't believe it was for real... No, this can't be true... he can't go like this... I was planning to visit him next month. This was the first time I lost someone from my family & I lost something inside me too.
Two months later, October 27th, 2021, I was hospitalised... I got hospitalized in emergency...π¨ fighting for my life.... The funny thing was, Papaya, a fruit, caused several infections in my stomach... but this was not it, it was the ignorance of the stress, the sadness and the pain which causes the suffering of my physical body, doctors approved it too. π€¦ββοΈ
I was making more money, I was helping more people (as a Law of Attraction Coach & Motivational Speaker), I was smiling and I was happy, but deep down in my sub-consious mind there was this little Paridhi who was so sad after losing her grandpa and she was suffering. The biggest mistake I did was that I ignored that feeling, I tried to suppress it (doctors approved it).... which led me to the emergency department in the hospital.
Yesterday, I got discharged from the hospital and I have been asked to relax and take proper rest.
I am writing this article just to make you aware what can happen if you suppress the feeling of sadness/stress/anxiety. Pls pls pls let's stop doing this.
Lots of Love β€
Let me know in the comments if you have ever experienced similar situations in life.