19/11/2020
This morning I went to workout, a weight lifting HIIT session. I had energy and was looking forward to getting a good session in. When I started, though, my body felt unresponsive, weak and tired.
It's always been a struggle for me to hold back- I tend to push myself very hard. Regardless if you're an over/under achiever, it means you aren't actually listening to your body and what you need. When I didn't want to stop/change my workout, it's not a statement of how mentally strong I am- it's a statement of insecurity, of the workout filling something for me that's beyond physical.
I've been working on this for a long time, and today I was able to stop after 10 minutes. I took a few minutes and checked in with my body, and realized that some low impact cardio (I chose elliptical) would feel good to me today. Other days I've forgone a workout entirely, and had a rest day, but today this felt right for me.
Some questions that might help you figure out where you are at with your workout today:
- how does my body feel today? Does it feel sluggish? If I move a little, does it feel better or worse?
- if I don't/do workout today, how will I feel about myself?
- what would I tell a friend if she was feeling this way?
- do I need a middle ground workout (not too intense)?
Remember: sometimes self care is pushing yourself, and someone's it's being gentle.
Hope you get what you need today, one way or another π