23/07/2019
Day 5
The transformation of my sub-conscious mind
Do you know that the way you live your life and everything that is involved within your life it all comes from your subconscious mind
if your like me and most of my online men clients who had fu**ed up childhoods that’s where it all starts
Afterwards Your teenage years and adulthood is set for an absolutely fu***ng disaster
The worst part of it all the subconscious mind is responsible for 90-95% of your behaviors, thoughts and feelings and your not even aware that it’s happening
That’s why is called subconscious mind not conscious mind
Let’s take a man for example who is in his 40s,he’s is not happy, he might be experiencing anxiety or sign of depression etc ,his way of thinking and moods are negative, he acts out,he also struggles being in a relationship with his partner and his relationship with his kids,if he’s even lucky to have a woman and kids.
How many men do you know that are like this? Are you one of them?
All the above is a a clear sign of an unhealthy subconscious mind
That was me 3 years ago
Depressed,anxious,suicidal. I hated my life. I had no confidence, I was negative ,angry and as Linda says
“I was a lost key and without they key you can’t open any doors to anywhere” what a fu***ng metaphor for my life
I was miserable trying to pretend I wasn’t.
I was drinking alcohol,smoking weed,sniffing coke and popping ecstasy pills not because I was at a party or night club to have a good time,that was part of it
In reality I was doing that s**t to numb my pain
With every use it got worse and worse
Until the moment came when I was contemplating for 10 mins if a rope would hold my weight on the lamp in my kitchen
That’s how fu**ed up my subconscious mind was and I completely changed that mo********er
