10/10/2025
šæ World Mental Health Day šæ
I post every year on this day ā at one point, it was the only time I could muster the courage to share something on my grid.
But slowly, Iāve been overcoming that fear of being seen.
For most of my life, I suffered with debilitating depression and anxiety. Itās something thatās shaped me deeply ā but with every passing year, Iāve felt myself crawling further and further out of it.
This year especially, everything shifted.
At the start of the year, I was on a date and he asked me:
āWhen was a time you were happiest in your life?ā
Without much hesitation (but with a lot of self-realisation), I said:
āRight now, to be honest. Iāve been depressed most of my life and I still am sometimes, but I find joy in so many more things. I have hope for the future. I show up more than I ever have before. And the heaviness isnāt paralysing anymore.ā
He then asked what made me still identify as being depressed ā and I didnāt have an answer.
That moment ā back in February ā was when I had the realisation:
š depression wasnāt my identity anymore. I wasnāt actually depressed.
I was more than that now.
More capable than Iād ever believed.
That doesnāt mean I donāt still have low days or moments of grief (because grief is a bitch), but Iāve learned to befriend those feelings instead of running from them.
To sit with them, to ask what theyāre trying to show me.
To remember that no single emotion defines who I am or should give me a label.
The truth is, this journey never really ends ā but it does get lighter when you keep showing up. Showing up from a place of presence not avoidance.
Even when itās hard.
Even when the world tries to harden you ā stay soft.
Because nothing worth having comes easy.
Your goals, your relationships, your career ā they all require doing the hard stuff to get to the good stuff.
Most people stop at the first hurdle ā scared to fail, to be abandoned, to be rejected.
But what if staying open, even through fear, is the thing that transforms everything?
So keep showing up.
Keep trying.
Fall in love.
Again.
And again.