26/01/2020
In the past as ‘just’ a fan it always frustrated and hurt when lost a match, it could certainly take a shine off the weekend. I really get it, I experienced it much too often.
With the additional responsibility gathered over last year, losing a match takes on a whole new depth.
Seeing and knowing how every player, John’s back room staff, Colin and Claire’s operational teams plus every volunteer and staff member of the club gives their absolute best for the success of the club it is upsetting to see their efforts knocked back. But it happens. It’s football. It’s a beast and a dream of an industry that becomes an addiction more than a choice. As I said, I get it.
Part of the job is being in the public eye, it doesn’t take losing a game, sometimes even when we win, I will receive negative direct messages or be tagged in social media conversations from (a small minority) of fans voicing their displeasure at whatever or whomever is annoying them. Often there is ‘advice’ (often not practicable without a Kings ransom). Sometimes I have a look at what’s being said but often I don’t. Sometimes I really want to answer but I know I won’t. It’s not personal. Everyone in football management gets them and it keeps many people from engaging with the fans, which I find sad as you then miss the people who you do listen to and trust what they say.
This weekend we had a shocker of a game at Swindon so today I have had a day of just FA Cup, family and reading the submissions for the Sentinel Business Awards where I am a judge this week. Tomorrow I shall be at Vale Park where we will all do our very best, on behalf of the fans, to do the club proud on Tuesday against Exeter.
Tonight when I was in my bathroom I looked at my collection of ducks. Yesterday was definitely the punk duck swimming in the wrong direction!