24/05/2026
Netherlands photo dump so far (mostly cats and birds, I forget to take photos of the people stuff).
First proper holiday in 6 years - trying not to work when you’re self employed, especially in something which you’re so passionate about, is incredibly hard!
Tom is helping me by ensuring I leave my work phone securely in the B&B, and I’m trying not to think about “ooooh I wonder how this runner got on in their race…” (or the more mundane stresses of tax spreadsheets - which yes, are very stressful at the moment, ffs brexit).
But it’s been good practice, if not perfect.
And the not perfect aspect just means I’ll have to go back on holiday again soon 😉
So yes, for the first time in the last few years I have mostly forgotten about performance goals (still fan and cycled lots!), read a book, switched off, got enough sleep consistently, tried not to feel guilty spending money on myself rather than putting it back into the business and ate a LOT of incredible, healthy, tasty food rather than grabbing convenient macros on the go because it’s efficient fuelling. All things, of course, which I have to do more of. Because I know i’ll come back a healthier coach for doing so.
Because there will NEVER be a good time for a coach to take a holiday. I have athletes racing every weekend and apart from avoiding the big marathons and suchlike, I don’t know how else I can structure some time off apart from through good communication and boundaries. But of course, I feel coach guilt and worry!
But it’s something that I gotta get better at because seeing the world is something I put on hold for the past 6 years. It used to be something I would actively chase as a goal. And that’s a good goal to make a comeback.
So if you’ve messaged me or emailed about run coaching on the latter half of the week, I will be getting back to you… but it’ll be after return on Tuesday night!
Until then, I have some Dutch cats to pss pss pss and some chocolate vermicelli on toast to eat…
Big running hugs
Cat